Kad neočekivane stvari vas nasmiješati kao ništa drugo je nikad uspijelo..

Vratila sam se doma danas…i nikad sam mislila da to bi se moglo dogoditi! Uzela sam vlak, sat: 17.23. Došla sam u kolodvoru, a bilo je linija ljudi ispred blagajni. Vidim ovaj ruksak, i to me podsjetio na osobi koji sam zapravo mislila za posljednja dva sata. Bože moj to je on! Nisam mogla vjerovati. Mislila sam da to je šala, ali kad sam pozvala svoje ime, a on me pogledao bila sam zaglavila. Počela sam se smiješiti, smiješiti, smiješiti. Ja sam nasmijana i sada! On uvijek me osmijeh s ništa. Samo što on je, kad on me pozdravlja, kad se osmijehuje. Kad on kaže nešto, ili kada misliš o njemu cijeli dan i onda ga nađeš na kolodvoru kad to najmanje očekuješ.

On počinje govoriti, samo malo. On je još malo sramežljiv. On kaže nekoliko riječi i čini se da sam koja govori previše. Mrzim taj osjećaj. Ali ubrzo se sve mijenja. Idemo vani, na platformi čekati naše vlak. Sudbina je da imamo isti vlak! On počinje imati više samopouzdanja, govori malo više, on smije, puši cigarete.
Vlak stigne. To je vrijeme da udemo u vlaku. Ja sjedem na prvom sjedalom da nađem, on me prati i sjedi ispred mene. Napuštamo kolodvora, on razgovori na telefonu, a ja gledam kroz prozor i pokušam sakriti taj glupi osmijeh koji ima u moje lice. Izgubila sam se u mojima mislima. On je također. Govorimo o slučajnim stvarima, čini se da on je više samouvjeren, ali još sramežljiv, čini se on želi sakriti nešto.
Stigla sam na mom kolodvoru. On mora proći do terminala da se vrati doma. Ja donesem moju prtljagu, kažem doviđenja. On također, dakle, u onako nespretan način kaže: ”Imaj dobar vikend.”A on osmijehuje. Vau, taj je osmijeh koji stvarno osvjetljava moj dan i sa se osjećam postoji ništa ide krivo u ovom svijetu. Bolje od korova, ha?  Hahaha
Sišla sam s vlaka i brzo dođem do druge platforme. Vlak odlazi, vidim da on gleda kroz prozor, on je promijenao sjedalo, on sada sjedi gdje sam bila, i sramežljiv osmijehuje, kao da je znao što je to za moj osmijeh…osmijeh da još imam na moje lice. ❤

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When unexpected things make you smile like nothing else ever has.

I came back home today.. and I never thought this could happen! I took a train, time: 17.23. I arrived at the station, there was a line of people in front of the ticket office. I see this rucksack, and it reminded me of the person I was actually thinking about for the last two hours. OH MY GOD that was him! I couldn’t believe it. I thought that was a joke, but when I called his name and he looked at me I was stuck. I started smiling, smiling, smiling.. I am smiling even now! He always makes me smile with nothing. Just being himself, just when he says hi, when he smiles. When he just says something, or when you think about him all day and then you find him at the station when you least expect it.
He starts speaking, just a little bit. He is still shy. He says a few words and it seems I am the one who speaks the most. I hate this feeling. But soon everything changes. We go outside, at the platform to wait for our train. Destiny was that we had to take the same train! He starts to get more confidence, he speaks a little more, he smiles, smokes a cigarette.
The train arrives. It’s time to get on it and get a place. I find a place and sit there, he follows me and sits in front of me. We leave, he starts speaking on the phone, I look out of the window to try to hide that stupid smile that keeps glowing in my face. I am lost in my thoughts. He is too. We talk about random things, he seems more confident, but still shy, seems like he wants to hide something.
I arrived at my station. He has to go through and reach the terminus to go back home. I take my luggage, I say goodbye. He says goodbye, then, in a clumsy way he says: have a good weekend. And he smiles. Gosh that smile really brightens up my day and make me feel there’s nothing going wrong in this world. Better than weed, huh? Haha
I get off the train and I fastly reach the other platform, the train leaves, I see him looking out of the window, he changed place, he is now sitting where I was and shyly smiles at me like he knew what my smile was for, the smile I still keep on my face. ❤

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For Christmas I’ll give you a brain.

Some people are really childish, I wonder sometimes if they do have a brain or not. 
They say it’s about pride, it’s about keeping their good face solid, it’s about lying.

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University life

I guess it’s been a while since the last time I posted something on here and wow, so many things happened, so many things changed, so many new things started, like my university life!

But first of all, I want to write a brief summary of what happened during my trip, since even if I promised I would have updated my blog while I was on the other side of the Atlantic Ocean, I didn’t have the chance to do so: no laptop and my cellphone was the only way to connect to the internet while I was in New York, and I find pretty difficult to just post a blog entry with my phone since I tend to write way too much! When I was in Toronto they lent me a tablet, but still, time wasn’t my bestfriend. I still need to write some journal entries about the Canadian part of my trip and I am trying to find the time for just everything, especially now that life has become busy.

New York was fabulous. There is no word that can describe the greatness of the city and how mad busy it is! I was really shocked to see so many people in the same place at the same time. You know, I come from the country, and all I see in a “city” is just random people walking on the streets, but NOT jam-packed areas like in the Big Apple. It was, in fact, a culture shock for me when I first walked in the city on my own. I really got used to the local life though, the subway wasn’t scaring me at all and I actually ended up walking on my own around this huge city where nobody bothers you because they are hella busy and they do not have time to pay attention to you! I really loved that fact. I wish more people were like New Yorkers. Italians are way too nosy!!! They always want to know about your business! And another thing I really loved about the city was the mixture of cultures you can find… really, there’s no city in the world where you can find as many people from different backgrounds as in NY! Mexican, Chinese, Dominican, Korean, Indian are the dominant ethnicities, but I am sure you can find people from smaller and more unknown places 😀
A very “mixed” city is also Toronto, it’s sort of a Canadian NYC, although there’s no “melting pot” conception, they all belong to their roots. What really surprised me (but not too much, because I already knew about American pride) was that any person who became a US citizen is first of all an American, then they can be of Italian, Chinese, Vietnamese, Thai descent. But they are American, even if the only that can be really called like that are Natives. Aaaanyways, I am not here to discuss about ethnicities, heritages and blah blah blah. The difference between Canadians and American is basically that Canadians are still proud of their roots, you can find an Italian telling you “I am Canadian from Udine!” and you are looking at this person like “wtf” because you perfectly know that Udine is in Italy lol. Another thing about Toronto? Damn full of Italians! You can naturally speak Italian and I assure you that a good 50% of the population of the city will understand you.
Other than that, everything is wonderful in Canada. The landscape, the leaves, the people, everything… Life is well organized, it has a great quality, and that’s why you get to pay a lot of money for just anything. Taxes here, taxes there… That’s just normal in a place like that.

But wasn’t I supposed to speak about university? The title of this post states that 😀
Finally starting university was the time of my life. Some of my friends now say “how can you still be so excited to go to university?” lol I just enjoy this new life made of classes and new people, new friends, a new place to live, new things to do… I moved almost a month ago and I still do not feel the whole thing, I wasn’t as excited as I thought, I was sure I could just be hyperactive for the first week while I actually was normal, and the same happened during my trip to North America. Don’t get me wrong, I felt excited, but I didn’t feel it was necessary to externate it. Same here. I moved, I started going to university, I met the person I really wanted to meet on the first day of classes, even if for a short time but that was enough to bright up my day!
Classes are nice, interesting and the professors don’t seem that cruel for now 😀 I know it’s the beginning, we’ll see in february, when the exams will come up! I really like what I am studying, everything seems to agree with what I like.

My classmates are nice, I met a lot of them just in the first days and they showed a lot of kindness towards me, especially because I was new, I was coming from another country (even if only for a trip) so everybody was asking me all about it, and when it came to ask for notes they didn’t hesitate to help me 🙂 I like this kind of teamwork! I see there are many good people in there, although you know, when you don’t really know a person you cannot really judge.

What I really need now is to free up my mind (yes YOU, please, I am getting crazy trying to understand what your intentions are, my compliments, you are so friggen mysterious!) and start studying seriously, because my goal is now to study and pass all the exams in order to be able to graduate as soon as possible!  😀

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Just to end up with a song tonight :D

It’s stuck on my head. And you will probably know why.

Goddammit.

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Updates :P

Sounds like I haven’t wrote too much lately so I guess I need to keep you updated:

First of all: I am finally a university student! Gorizia here I go ❤ International Affairs and Diplomacy is the course I was accepted in. Classified number 40 in the list, out of 120 places available and 208 people passing the entry exam. This really makes me proud of myself 😀

This is a view of the university in Gorizia 🙂

There is also a guy stuck in my head, I won’t say names, I will only say he is not a new acquaintance. I met him previously this year and he seems not willing to leave my mind. You know I wanted NO guys, especially because I have a 40 days trip planned? Well fuck that, I leave in 5 days and I will have this thought running around my mind. Weeeeeee! 😛

But let’s talk about the trip! I am leaving in 5 days! I hope to keep this blog updated from New York as well, even if it will sound really hard since I won’t have my laptop with me during my journey! I will just post videos from Youtube or write some stuff from my phone I suppose and then I’ll post some cool photos when I come back home! You will of course be updated of my new university life as soon as I start classes!

Gosh, this year is so full of satisfactions 😀 I want to live it to the fullest!

I’ll keep you updated ❤

 

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